Chapter 2 - THE BLUE BOOK

The ambulance took Robert away with its siren cutting through the wet Chicago night. I went in the second ambulance, but before the doors closed I saw Luca standing under the portico, rain dampening his black suit. Vanessa remained inside the mansion. She didn't come out to ask whether Robert would live.
At the hospital, a nurse carefully removed the gauze from my forearm. The wound was longer than I wanted to see. They cleaned it, closed it, and examined me for the effects of blood loss and shock. The doctor explained the signs of infection I should watch for and insisted I rest my arm. She also asked why I had worked through the bleeding. I told her the truth. Saying it aloud in a room where nobody was threatening me made the day seem even more unbelievable.
"I thought I'd lose my job if I stopped," I said.
"You may need time off," she replied. "That can be addressed after we make sure you're safe."
My mother used to say I could measure a room by how much fear I brought into it. She'd died when I was twenty-two, and afterward there had been rents, jobs, and endless practical decisions. I'd become good at swallowing a complaint before anyone noticed it. Tonight, the habit had nearly killed a man who'd only ever been kind to me.
Robert was rushed into emergency treatment. A hospital administrator couldn't share details without his permission, but she confirmed that he was alive and receiving care. That single sentence kept me from falling apart in the waiting room.
Mateo arrived with a plastic bag containing my coat and the flat shoes I'd left in the staff locker. "Daniel sent them," he said. "No one went into your locker except me."
"Thank you."
He sat beside me under the humming fluorescent lights. "I've been thinking about the blue book. Robert kept a ledger behind the recipe binders. Not recipes. Receipts from Alessandra's Table."
"Why would he keep them in the mansion kitchen?"
"Because the charity's director stopped returning his calls." Mateo rubbed his forehead. "He was worried about food deliveries. The kitchen was supposed to feed two hundred people a day, but last month they cut evening service. Robert said the checks were still going out."
I thought of the blue folder I'd seen in Vanessa's hands. "He asked her about it?"
"He asked everyone. He even asked the accountants. Then he said he found something on an invoice that couldn't be explained."
At midnight, Luca entered the waiting area with Daniel and a woman in a dark wool coat. She carried a slim document case and spoke with the directness of someone accustomed to telling rich men things they didn't want to hear.
"Sophie, this is Mara Whitcomb," Luca said. "She's an attorney who works independently of my company. I've asked her to represent the foundation while its records are reviewed. She isn't here to question you unless you want to speak."
Mara shook my right hand. "I was told a member of the staff was threatened. If you'd like legal advice of your own, I can help you find someone unconnected to Mr. Moretti."
I looked at Luca. "Am I being accused of anything?"
"No."
"Vanessa says I damaged company property."
"You broke a window to call for emergency help," Mara said. "We will document why. No one should be discussing your employment while you are receiving treatment."
Luca sat across from me. Without the ballroom or his guests, he looked exhausted. "The police are at the mansion. We located the courtyard camera's power connection. Someone deliberately disconnected it. Daniel also found Robert's apron in the laundry building, along with a wheelchair belonging to the estate clinic."
I stared. "He was moved in a wheelchair?"
"That's what we're trying to establish. We aren't making conclusions before collecting evidence."
Mara opened her case. "The foundation's public records are already troubling. Alessandra's Table owns its building through a charitable trust, but an entity named Bellini Urban Projects filed documents claiming it has a right to acquire it. Some signatures appear inconsistent with earlier board records."
"Vanessa's father," I said.
"His company," Mara answered. "We need originals before we know who authorized what."
Mateo leaned forward. "Robert kept copies because he didn't trust the electronic records anymore. He said someone was changing dates."
Luca exhaled. "My mother's foundation was established before I took over the family businesses. I left the day-to-day decisions to a board. I attended fundraising dinners. I signed annual contributions. I thought that was enough."
"It wasn't your job to notice every box of vegetables," Mateo said, trying to comfort him.
"No," Luca replied, "but it was my responsibility to make sure someone did."
The waiting room clock reached one. Rain streaked the dark windows. A vending machine clicked behind us. Robert still hadn't emerged from treatment. I worried that every minute spent discussing documents was a minute stolen from his life, but perhaps this was what he had been trying to tell us before he collapsed.
"There was a little notebook," I said suddenly. "Blue cloth cover. Robert used it during holiday dinners. He wrote down the names of guests who had food allergies, even when their assistants told him it wasn't necessary."
Mateo nodded. "His kitchen book."
"He told me a week ago that if something ever happened, I should find the page marked with a yellow ribbon. I thought he was joking about losing a recipe."
Mara looked up. "Do you know where he kept it?"
"In the lower cabinet behind the standing mixer. Unless Vanessa moved it."
Luca reached for his phone. "I'll tell Daniel to ask the investigating officers to look. The cabinet must remain undisturbed until they decide how to collect it."
At two, a physician came to find us. Robert had suffered an acute medical emergency requiring urgent intervention. He was stabilized but seriously ill. He might not be able to speak for some time. His family would receive the full medical information.
"Is he going to die?" I asked.
The doctor met my eyes. "We're doing everything appropriate. The delay in getting help was dangerous. Right now, he's alive."
Luca closed his eyes for a moment. When he opened them, he asked whether Robert's daughter had been called. It turned out she had. Nadia Keller was on her way from Milwaukee.
We were still there when my phone was returned. Daniel had recovered it from Vanessa's dressing-room vanity during the police search and had handed it over through an officer. The screen was scratched. The recent calls included three failed emergency attempts I'd made before Vanessa took it.
There was also a new message from an unknown number.
YOU CAN'T SAVE A MAN WHO WAS ALREADY LYING TO YOU.
I showed Mara. She took a photograph of the screen without touching the original message. "Don't reply. Preserve it."
Luca read it, his jaw tightening. "Who knows your number?"
"The household staff. Human resources. Vanessa. Maybe the catering company." I paused. "Robert."
"We'll let the investigators trace what they can," Mara said. "Please don't go looking for the sender yourself."
By dawn the city was silver and wet. A police officer called Mara with news that a blue cloth ledger had been found where I described. The pages were intact, except for a section that appeared to have been torn out. A yellow ribbon remained between two pages.
The page carried a handwritten entry from three weeks earlier: 'V.B. / V. Bellini / East River sale — ask Luca directly.' Beneath it was a set of delivery numbers, and beside those numbers Robert had written, in heavy ink, 'MEALS NOT DELIVERED.'
Luca listened without moving. He had spent the night pacing, taking calls, and refusing coffee. Now he looked at Mateo as though the young cook might be able to explain how an institution founded to feed children had become a ledger of missing meals.
"We delivered everything on our end," Mateo said. "The loading sheets were signed."
"Who signed for the food?" Mara asked.
"Sometimes the center manager. Sometimes a courier I'd never seen. Last month, someone told me not to go inside anymore."
"Who told you?"
"Victor Bellini's assistant."
Luca stood up abruptly and walked to the window. Outside, early commuters carried umbrellas along the sidewalk, unaware of how quickly a family dinner could become a criminal investigation.
"My mother used to say the people who eat at our table aren't the ones who need us most," he said. "She made me work at East River every December. I complained about waking up early. Robert put a ladle in my hand and told me to stop being dramatic."
I imagined a younger Luca in an apron, watched by the patient chef who had become part of his family. For the first time, I saw what Robert's disappearance had cost him beyond fear.
My phone buzzed again. This time it was a photograph: Robert outside the community kitchen, speaking to a woman in a green coat. A red circle had been drawn around her face.
Under the image were five words.
ASK HIM ABOUT YOUR MOTHER.
I enlarged the photograph. The woman beside Robert had dark, familiar eyes. I had seen her face every morning of my childhood, framed on the dresser in our small apartment.
"That's impossible," I whispered.
Luca turned. "What is it?"
I held up the screen. "The woman beside Robert is my mother."
Mateo stared. "Sophie, when was this taken?"
May you like
I examined the time printed at the bottom.
"Last Thursday," I said. "But my mother died seven years ago."