Chapter 4 - THE ROOM WITHOUT RAIN

I read the last line of the transfer form until the words lost their meaning.
Patient believes he is deceased.
For twelve years, Matteo had mourned a mother who was alive. Now it appeared somebody had been telling that mother her son was dead.
I called Detective Bennett before forwarding the message. She asked me to preserve the original email and avoid clicking anything else. Her technical investigator later confirmed the attachment was an image rather than a program, but its sender could not immediately be traced.
When I told Matteo what the document said, he didn't answer for several seconds.
"I was twenty-three when she disappeared," he finally said. "I wasn't a child. She knew I could find a way to protect her if she'd called."
"Unless she thought there was no one left to call."
"Right." His breath shook. "Unless she thought I was dead."
I stayed on the line while he found somewhere quiet to sit. I heard a door close and the distant sound of traffic. For all his influence, he couldn't command eight lost years or twelve years of loneliness to return.
"Please don't go after Richard yourself," I said.
"I want to."
"I know."
"And I won't. Bennett is on her way to question him again."
It wasn't a victory. It was a choice made while angry, which seemed more difficult.
The next morning, I accompanied Bennett to Saint Agnes as a civilian witness who could identify the star-marked key and the photographed ledger. She made it clear I would remain outside any area that wasn't safe. I was grateful. My shoulder still pulled painfully when I bent, and the idea of another dark basement frightened me more than I wanted to admit.
Saint Agnes stood behind a row of leafless maples on Chicago's southwest side. Once it must have been beautiful. The old red-brick building had arched windows and carved stone over the entrance. Now several windows were boarded, the courtyard fountain was dry, and weeds pushed through the paving stones.
A chain hung across the main doors, but the officers had already obtained legal access. Inside, the air smelled of bleach layered over damp plaster. Most of the furniture was gone. Shadows gathered in long corridors where the lights had been removed.
Teresa Moore waited with Bennett near the old nursing station. In daylight, she looked less mysterious than she had from my front window: a tired woman in her forties wearing sensible shoes and a coat with frayed cuffs.
"Miss Brooks," she said, "I'm sorry I frightened your family."
"You should have knocked and spoken to the police."
"I know. I was followed after I started asking about Mary. I wasn't thinking clearly."
I wanted to stay angry. Instead, I asked the question that had brought us here. "What was she like?"
Teresa looked down. "Gentle. Careful. She read the same book of poems for months because they didn't give her much else. She remembered the words to an old Italian song. Sometimes she would ask me what year it was, and I'd tell her. She always cried afterward."
"Why didn't you report it?"
"I tried. My supervisor said her guardianship required limited contact and that the records were confidential. I was afraid of losing my license. Then I lost the job anyway when the wing supposedly closed."
She looked straight at me. "I should have done more."
I recognized that sentence. I'd been carrying versions of it since the cellar. I could forgive Teresa's fear without pretending her silence had done no harm.
The east wing door was double-locked. An officer opened it with keys supplied by the property manager. The corridor beyond was unusually quiet. Thick panels covered the walls, and a strip of rubber lined each threshold.
"Soundproofing," Teresa explained. "It was installed after they called this a sleep-disorder rehabilitation unit."
"Was it ever one?" Bennett asked.
"Not that I saw."
Halfway down the hallway was Room 12. The plaque had been removed, leaving two small screw holes in the wood. Teresa stopped in front of it.
"Mary stayed here after the fire," she said. "She came back burned and frightened. Before that, they let her into the garden sometimes. Afterward, the door was always locked."
Bennett went in first with two evidence technicians. I waited beside Teresa. Through the doorway I could see pale green walls, a narrow bed, and a high window painted shut. Nothing in the room looked dramatic. That was what made it unbearable. Twelve years of someone's life could disappear inside ordinary paint and institutional blankets.
"There were letters," Teresa said suddenly.
"What letters?" I asked.
"Mary asked me once whether I could mail one to her son. Her doctor came in while she was speaking. He told her it wouldn't be necessary because Matteo had been killed in a car accident. She screamed so loudly he ordered another injection."
My knees weakened. Teresa took an uncertain step toward me, but I leaned against the wall and waited for the dizziness to pass.
"What doctor?" Bennett called from inside the room.
"Dr. Colin Mercer."
Bennett wrote down the name.
Then an evidence technician emerged with an object in a clear bag: a small silver charm shaped like a star. The clasp had been broken.
"We found it behind the radiator," he said.
I stared at the little thing. It matched the charm in the photograph on our kitchen table. Suddenly the room was not just a place in a detective's investigation. It was somewhere a woman had stood and hoped her child was alive.
In the corner of the room, an officer noticed a seam in the paneling. The maintenance drawings described an old speaking tube connecting the room to a records office. It had been sealed with a square of metal painted the same green as the walls. When the technician removed it, he found a narrow space containing several folded pieces of paper wrapped in oilcloth.
Bennett opened the packet carefully after photographing it. The first page was a letter written in Italian. Matteo later translated it, but I could understand its purpose from the name written at the top.
Matteo, my son.
The second page was a list of company transfers. Names and figures were connected by arrows. Giuseppe's foundation appeared more than once, along with Vincent Valenti's contracting firm and a company called Alder & Stone. The final page carried a date from three years ago.
That detail shook me. Sofia had been writing long after the warehouse fire. She had been alive and aware enough to preserve what she knew.
Bennett photographed the recovered papers and sealed them for the evidence log. She didn't show them to the press waiting outside. Instead, she called her office and requested the transfer records for Hawthorne Recovery Center.
"That's where the last paperwork says they sent her," I reminded her.
"Yes," Bennett said. "But we need to know whether she arrived, and whether she's still there."
At the hotel that evening, Matteo sat across from me in the quiet downstairs lounge. We'd chosen a public place because I wasn't ready to return to his house and he wanted to respect that. He held a copy of the translated letter. His hands looked steady; his voice didn't.
"She wrote that she watched the news through a window when they let her," he said. "Once she saw my face on television. She thought she'd imagined it, because the doctor had told her I'd died."
"Did she believe him?"
"Some days. Other days she kept writing to me."
He read a sentence aloud: "If this reaches you, know that I never chose a world without you."
I turned my face toward the window. Rain slipped down the glass, and headlights streaked gold across the wet street.
"My father told me she died from complications after surgery," Matteo said. "He even showed me an urn. I never thought to question him."
"You loved him."
"That's not an answer for what he did."
"No," I said. "It isn't."
He seemed relieved I hadn't tried to make betrayal sound noble.
"My father may have been trying to keep her alive," Matteo continued. "But he let me grieve. He let her think I was dead. Even if that part came later, he built the secret that made it possible."
"You can love him and still be angry."
"I am."
His phone rang. Detective Bennett. He put her on speaker after asking if I minded.
"We located a recent transfer for a Mary Bell," she said. "Hawthorne sent her to a small private residence operated by a sister company. The listed address doesn't appear on the organization's public records."
"Where is it?" Matteo asked.
"We're verifying it before anyone approaches. There's more. Dr. Colin Mercer resigned from Hawthorne this morning. His office was emptied before investigators got there."
Matteo's face darkened. "Someone warned him."
"Possibly. We have an active inquiry into who accessed the records."
I remembered Teresa's fear and the gray sedan. "What about Sofia?"
Bennett took a breath. "We found a patient photograph from six weeks ago. I can't conclusively identify her without comparison, but Matteo, you need to see it."
An image appeared on his phone. It showed a woman beside a garden gate, silver hair falling to her shoulders, one hand curled awkwardly against her chest. Her face was older than the Christmas photograph, lined and pale.
Matteo covered his mouth.
"It's her," he whispered. "That's my mother."
For one heartbeat, hope filled the little lounge.
Then another message arrived from Bennett.
The private residence had reported its last patient missing that morning.
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Sofia had been moved again.
And the person who signed the new transfer order was Dante Romano.