Chapter 4 - TERESA'S LAST ACCOUNT

Teresa Moretti had kept a blue notebook beneath her mattress. I knew this because she used to ask me to bring it when her hands ached too much to reach under the sheets. I had assumed it held lists of flowers she wanted planted in spring, recipes Mrs. Carter no longer made, and the names of relatives who had forgotten to visit.
After her death, the notebook disappeared. I thought a family member had taken it. Three weeks after the engagement banquet, Mrs. Carter called to say that investigators had located it among materials removed from Teresa's old bedroom for storage. It was sealed and inventoried, and I was being asked to identify the handwriting and recall when I had last seen it.
My back had healed enough that I could travel short distances. Erin accompanied me to the estate for a formal witness meeting, not as a favor to Luca but because I wanted someone who would remind me that I could leave when I needed to. The household gates opened without ceremony. Daniel greeted us at the front entrance and led us into a small room away from the memorial hall.
I had imagined the mansion unchanged. In fact, it seemed to have shrunk. The marble still gleamed. The chandeliers still hung above the staircase. But without the constant tension of anticipating Vanessa's voice, it was only a large building, and large buildings require people to keep them running.
Detective Ellis placed the notebook on a table in an evidence sleeve and showed me photographs of selected pages. Teresa's writing leaned sharply to the right. She had a habit of crossing her sevens and drawing tiny butterflies in the margins.
"That's hers," I said. "I brought it to her several times."
Ellis asked me to look at a passage dated nine days before Teresa's death. The words were difficult to read. I recognized her phrasing: Michael said I am imagining things. I am not imagining the address. The girl has the same little mark. Mrs. Vale sent the photograph because she will not keep quiet anymore. I must find a way to tell Luca without Rose being moved again.
"Who is Mrs. Vale?" I asked.
"We're identifying her," Ellis replied. "Please don't try to contact anyone named here yourself."
The next page described a visit to the Oak Park house that Teresa had tried to arrange. She had told Michael she wanted to see a friend from church. Her driver canceled that afternoon after receiving new instructions. She recorded her frustration with a heavy stroke of the pen that tore the paper.
I remembered that day. Teresa had sat at her window staring at the driveway, wearing a blue cardigan she rarely wore outside. When I asked whether she needed anything, she said she had missed an appointment. I offered to arrange another. She answered, "Not while they keep deciding where I may go."
At the time I thought she meant the doctor.
Now I understood she had been trying to reach a granddaughter nobody would admit was alive.
Another passage held words I was almost afraid to read. My son's wife would have known what to do. Elena always asked what the child needed before asking what it would cost. I cannot ask her now. I should have listened when she said the lake story made no sense.
Elena Moretti. Isabella's mother. She had died of cancer four years earlier, after years of searching for a daughter she never found. I had seen her photograph in Luca's study, but he rarely spoke of her. Once, Mrs. Carter told me Elena used to read aloud to Isabella in a terrible pirate voice. Teresa's notebook made her feel less like a portrait and more like someone who had argued fiercely for her child.
I took a moment before turning to the next photograph.
"Are you all right?" Erin asked.
"I keep thinking what it must have cost Teresa to write this down," I said. "She was so tired."
Ellis nodded. "We have the notebook. It may help us reconstruct what she knew and when. But it isn't proof of every allegation she wrote. We'll check the claims against independent records."
I appreciated that, too. Teresa deserved to be believed about her fear. She also deserved an investigation serious enough to distinguish her suspicions from what could be established.
One page contained a single name underlined twice: GABRIEL BELLINI. That was Vanessa's father. Beneath it Teresa had written: He said arrangements were made for the child's welfare. When I asked who gave him authority, he refused to answer. Michael knows. He looks away every time I ask.
I had known Gabriel only as a broad-shouldered man with silver hair who arrived at the mansion in a chauffeured sedan. Vanessa described him as the person who had taught her that family loyalty came before everything. She neglected to mention that loyalty might require children to disappear.
Detective Ellis showed me a final page. Teresa had drawn a butterfly beside a sentence so faint I had to lean forward: If Rose is Isabella, do not punish her for the name she was given. She did not choose any of this.
I cried then, unable to stop. Of all the things Teresa might have written, that was the one I wanted Luca to hear most.
Ellis let me take a moment. Then she asked about the week before Teresa's death. Had I noticed unusual visits? Who had access to her medications? Did she tell me she felt threatened?
I answered carefully. Michael often came in the late afternoon. Vanessa sometimes waited outside the bedroom, claiming Teresa needed rest. Teresa grew frustrated when her phone disappeared. She had said she felt watched, but I had no evidence that anyone altered her medication or caused her death. Her illness had been serious. I refused to let the horror of the kidnapping turn every sorrow into another accusation.
"Thank you," Ellis said. "That distinction matters."
When we finished, I asked to visit the little garden where Teresa used to sit. Daniel checked that no investigators needed the area and led us outside. The flower beds were bare. A few rosemary bushes survived near the stone wall, and the bench still had a worn place where Teresa's wheelchair had rested.
Luca was standing there. He had not known whether I would come outside, and he looked startled when he saw Erin beside me.
"I hope I'm not interrupting," he said.
"You're not," I answered. "We're just leaving."
He looked at the garden. "Mother wanted yellow roses planted here this spring. I found her order form. She had paid for them and asked that the gardeners not tell me."
"She liked making surprises," I said.
"She liked arranging things she couldn't control."
He smiled faintly, then grew serious. "They showed me part of her notebook. I didn't know she tried to go to Oak Park. I didn't know Michael stopped her."
"She didn't know how to tell you safely."
"She could have come to me."
The old grief rose between us. I wanted to answer with a perfect reassurance, but there wasn't one.
"Maybe," I said. "Maybe she should have. But she also knew someone moved the girl every time a question got too close. She was afraid of making that happen again."
He looked toward the empty bench. "I spent years thinking she was clinging to a fantasy. I thought helping her meant getting her to accept Isabella was gone."
"You were grieving, too."
"That doesn't undo what she lived with."
"No," I said. "It doesn't."
Erin had stepped back enough to give us privacy without leaving me alone. I was grateful for her quiet presence. In another time, Luca's sorrow would have felt like an order for me to console him. Today I could listen and still leave on my own schedule.
"How is Rose?" I asked.
"She has agreed to another meeting. She wants to bring a friend from the temporary household. She asked whether I could tell her a story about Elena."
"Will you?"
"Yes. I found a recording of Elena reading a children's book in a pirate voice. I asked the advocate whether it would be appropriate to play a short part. She said Rose should decide."
I laughed through my tears. "Mrs. Carter told me about the pirate voice."
"It was terrible," Luca said. "Isabella loved it."
The memory seemed to steady him. He told me Elena had once worn a striped scarf and a cardboard hat to perform the story, only to discover their daughter was more interested in the cardboard hat than the plot. We stood in the garden talking about that for several minutes, and for once the conversation wasn't only about crimes and missing evidence.
Then Luca said, "There is something else you should know. The estate's employment records are being independently reviewed. Vanessa interfered with scheduling and leave decisions. If you choose to pursue an injury claim, I won't expect loyalty to the household from you."
"I am pursuing one," I answered.
He looked at me, then nodded. "Good."
"I have representation. I won't be returning to work in the mansion."
That made his expression change, though he didn't argue.
"I'm sorry we made this a place you couldn't stay," he said.
"I'm sorry too. But leaving is the right choice."
On my way out I passed the memorial hall. The broken portrait was gone, properly collected as evidence. A smaller photograph of Teresa stood on the table beside a bowl of white flowers. She was smiling in it, not like a saint, but like a woman who had just thought of something mischievous.
I stopped long enough to say goodbye quietly.
At home that night I told Mom about the note in Teresa's notebook: do not punish her for the name she was given. My mother listened, then reached for the folder of care expenses beside her chair.
"I want to tell you something," she said. "I've spent months worrying about what your job would cost you if you left. But I don't want you to live as though my recovery gives strangers permission to hurt you."
"I know."
"No. I need you to hear me say it. We can change the arrangements. We can ask for other services. I can accept help from people who aren't your employers."
I looked at her, surprised to hear the steadiness in her voice. We had both been treating the Moretti paycheck as the only safe bridge across a difficult year. It wasn't.
We made a list of calls for the following morning. Then Mom insisted on going to bed, and I sat by the window for a while thinking about Teresa's yellow roses.
A grandmother had been frightened, stubborn, and imperfect. She had hidden a photograph and written a notebook because she did not trust the people around her. She had died before she could make the journey to Oak Park.
But she had left one clear instruction that no one needed to authenticate before taking it seriously.
May you like
Let the child keep her name.
I wrote it in my own notebook so I would remember it when the arguments about Isabella and Rose grew louder.