Chapter 5 - THE HOUSE ON ALDER STREET

Three weeks after the engagement dinner, Daniel came home from the hospital with a bag of prescriptions, a list of follow-up appointments and an unreasonable determination to make his own coffee. I had to remind myself that he was a grown man who had survived a terrible injury, not a breakable ornament I could keep wrapped in blankets. He reminded me too, gently, whenever I hovered in a doorway.
“Rach,” he said the first morning, “I can pour milk without a police escort.”
“You nearly fainted standing beside the kettle yesterday.”
“Then I'll sit.”
He dragged a kitchen chair to the counter, and I laughed for the first time since the accident. We were not well. His breathing hurt. My stitches pulled when I turned in bed. We were tired, frightened, and waiting for news that had no schedule. But the kettle boiled and he made coffee, and it tasted better than anything a man in an Italian suit could have bought us.
Detective Chen called around noon. Wren Care, the organization named on the transfer slip, had operated from a modest house on Alder Street on Chicago's northwest side. It claimed to provide temporary placements for medically fragile infants. Its license had expired months before Amelia's birth. The property was now vacant, but the police had obtained a search warrant based on financial records and the nurse's testimony.
“May we go there?” I asked.
“Not during the search. The property could contain evidence, and we need to preserve it.”
“Can you tell us what you find?”
“When I'm permitted. I know that isn't the answer you want.”
“No,” I admitted. “But it's better than someone lying to make me feel better.”
In the afternoon, a local newspaper printed a story about the investigation. It described financial irregularities at a children's medical charity and a possible falsified death certificate. It did not publish Amelia's name. My attorney had worked hard to protect her privacy, and I was grateful. The people in the comments section guessed anyway. Some accused us of seeking money from Luca Moretti. Others claimed we had abandoned our baby and wanted sympathy. I closed the page before reading more.
At three, Luca phoned. His voice carried strain. “Vanessa's father has asked for an injunction blocking the audit,” he said. “Their lawyers argue the foundation's records are proprietary.”
“Will it stop you?”
“It will be decided by a court. Our lawyers are contesting it. In the meantime we're preserving everything we lawfully possess.”
“Why are you telling me?”
“Because your family's records are part of this, and I don't want you learning about obstacles from gossip.”
I appreciated that. “Then tell me something else. Have you thought about why she had me working at the house?”
“Yes. Personnel found a note attached to your application: KEEP ASSIGNMENT WITHIN MAIN RESIDENCE. NO FOUNDATION OFFICE ACCESS.”
“Who wrote it?”
“Vanessa's executive assistant.”
I thought about eleven months of cleaning immaculate guest rooms while Vanessa made sure I never saw anything beyond the mansion. I had been given a job close enough for someone to watch me and far enough from the foundation's records to keep me ignorant. It was not proof of the full conspiracy, but it made my skin crawl.
Later that day June came by with groceries. She sat on our sofa and admitted that she too had once been ordered to keep quiet. A young employee called Marisol had questioned missing petty-cash payments. Vanessa accused her of stealing silverware and dismissed her. June had seen the inventory sheets: the silverware wasn't missing. She had been afraid to speak because her father relied on her health insurance.
“Where is Marisol now?” I asked.
“Working in a nursing home. I called her yesterday. She'll talk to the investigators.”
I took June's hand. “I'm glad you're here.”
“I'm sorry I wasn't braver before.”
“Me too,” I said. “About myself.”
We sat together without pretending bravery was easy.
The next morning Daniel and I attended a meeting with a victim-support advocate. Her name was Paula Simmons. She explained what a possible reunion process might involve if Amelia was alive: identity verification, child-welfare assessments, trauma-informed counseling, judicial review of custody records and an effort to avoid abruptly separating a child from caregivers she trusted. I listened as though studying for an examination I could not afford to fail.
“If someone else is raising her,” I asked, “would they have done something wrong?”
“Not necessarily. A family may have been misled by fraudulent paperwork. We need facts, not assumptions.”
“Will my daughter remember me?”
Paula's face softened. “At three years old, she may not remember your face. That doesn't diminish your place in her history. It does mean any meeting should be guided by her needs.”
Daniel squeezed my hand. His bruised ribs forced him to move carefully. “We don't want to take away whatever makes her feel safe,” he said. “We want her to know we never abandoned her.”
That afternoon Chen called again. The search on Alder Street had uncovered an old server and storage boxes. Some files were damaged by water. Others had been deliberately emptied. A maintenance worker told investigators that a woman connected to Bellini Family Services had visited the house two weeks before the engagement dinner, carrying a shredding bag. The worker had kept a receipt for the job.
“Was it Vanessa?” I asked.
“We haven't confirmed the visitor's identity.”
“But the timing—”
“Raises questions. Yes.”
At six, Daniel insisted we take a short walk. He moved slowly, pausing every few minutes to catch his breath. Near the corner grocery, a little boy tugged his father's sleeve and asked for a bag of strawberries. The man said they cost too much. The boy considered this solemnly, then offered to share his allowance. Daniel watched them with an expression I knew too well.
“Would Amelia like strawberries?” he asked.
“I don't know.”
“I imagined she'd be stubborn.”
“She'd have to be, with us.”
We smiled. Then we both cried a little, standing beside a display of bruised apples.
Two days later, Detective Chen invited us to the station. Nora had identified the receiving coordinator whose signature appeared on the transport receipt: Margaret Whitfield. Whitfield had managed placements for Wren Care and left Illinois abruptly after a state licensing inquiry. Investigators located her in Indiana. Her attorney indicated she would cooperate under a formal agreement.
“She says there were several infants placed through private adoptions using false surrender records,” Chen said. “But she has not yet identified which infant corresponds to which family. We're checking each file.”
Daniel gripped the table. “Please tell me you know where Amelia went.”
“We have a possible placement,” Chen replied. “I need to verify it before giving you information that could be wrong.”
My hands turned cold. “Is she safe?”
“We have no information suggesting immediate danger.”
It was the closest thing to comfort I could accept.
Before leaving, I asked about Adrian Voss. His vehicle's damaged bumper matched paint fragments from the rear gate. Prosecutors had filed charges relating to the collision and evidence tampering. The investigation into whether anyone had instructed him to harm Daniel was still ongoing. The doctor expected Daniel to be able to give a detailed statement when he was stronger.
“Please ask him to stay away from my family,” I said.
“There are conditions attached to his release,” Chen explained. “If anyone contacts or threatens you, call us immediately.”
On Friday evening I found Luca waiting outside our building with a small paper bag. He did not come upstairs uninvited. Inside were two sandwiches from a deli Daniel liked, paid for by Luca personally rather than through the foundation. I accepted them because refusing a sandwich would not repair the past.
“I have news,” he said. “The court ordered the foundation's relevant records preserved while the injunction is considered. The Bellini side cannot destroy or alter them.”
“Does that include the hospital contracts?”
“Those we hold, yes. Investigators are seeking other records through proper orders.”
“Why does it matter so much to you now?”
He watched a bus pull away from the curb before answering. “My father told me that power was a responsibility. I repeated that sentence at dinners and charity galas. Then I signed checks without reading what happened afterward. I let Vanessa turn my house into a place where people feared telling me the truth. I can't change that with one investigation. I can change what I do next.”
I studied him. “You don't get to make this a story about becoming a better man.”
“I know.”
“Good. Because it belongs to the families who were hurt.”
He nodded. “Yes.”
The following Monday, the possible placement was confirmed enough for police to refer it to child-welfare authorities for urgent verification. Chen called us in person. I saw her expression before she spoke and was suddenly afraid to hope.
“We believe Amelia may have been placed with a family named Lawson,” she said. “The child is known as Maya. She is three years old. The family appears to have acted in good faith. We are arranging identity testing and an assessment.”
Daniel's breath caught. He closed his eyes.
“Where is she?” I asked.
“For now, we're keeping the address confidential. The family has asked for privacy while the facts are established.”
I wanted to ask whether Maya had yellow hair, whether she laughed when tickled, whether she was afraid of thunder. Instead I asked the only question that mattered.
“Can somebody tell her we love her?”
Chen's voice softened. “If the identification is confirmed, we'll work with specialists to make sure she hears that in a way she can understand.”
When we came home, Daniel took my hand and led me to the small spare room we had left empty since Amelia's birth. We stood in the doorway for a long time. The walls were still pale yellow. A mobile hung from the ceiling, dusty but intact.
May you like
“Maybe,” he said, “we should open the windows.”
I nodded. “Maybe we should.”